THE stories . thots . FeElings

2010-03-12T10:03:00.002+08:00

I know you've heard these words
A hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so
Your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart
And brought you lies

Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong
And all for you
You can trust this love
Honest that's the honest truth

Chorus:
>From my heart
I'm giving you everything(everything)
>From my heart
I promise you that I'll be there(I'll be there to love you)
>From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel(all I feel is..)
>From my heart
>From the heart...

Verse:
I will protect you
And respect you
And be all you need
And when you reach for love
You only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down

They're staying around
I'll help you through every storm
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for

(chorus:)

I'll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I'll never make you cry
Giving all I got with..all I've got is...

This song will stick through my Life.. the purest of times when u
look into my eyes n sang this SonG..
I HELD ON TO EVERY WORD EVERY PROMISE...
52 mths ago i lay my eyes on u.. we were in the same grounds..
we had common understanding.. we see eye to eys..
Just couldnt believe...

i just dont believe that love solely for one another is engh to sustain a relationship.
I just think that if that the case.. wouldnt it be like this..

Love is always patient; love is always kind; love is never
envious or arrogant with pride. Nor is she conceited

You solely know where u stand in my life.. old ppl have these saying that dlm sesuatu perhubunngan, klu tkder Restu from bth ibu bapa.. tkkn than lame.. true engh?

Time will tell

I ..

2010-02-11T16:08:00.002+08:00

I've learned in my lifE so far that you can't help who you fall for and
no matter how hard you try and how much it hurts you everyday that you just
wanna be with them or just talk to them.. You never stop trying to make them
happy by the little things you say or do because thats what makes your life worth going on for.

Im Only Human...

Date With Wendy's

2010-01-12T11:42:00.005+08:00

Spontaneous Date with Nazdear!! Walk about towning just both of us..!

Clothes i wore was directed by Nazdear to wear..! ANything for u <3

i Wanted to eat Ayam bakar but Nazdear wanted to taste Wendy's..

& guess what..

We had both!! haha..

When i first tasted Wendy's was at Canada..! Yummy as it was there and here

If u guys wanna take a chg from Mcd or kfc..!

We are curious to try out other burgers like chicken or fish..!

The Famous square burgger @ Wendy's have 3 different levels

1/4 pounder

1/2 pounder

3/4 pounder

Thier beef burger was juicy and not dry and was nice..

similar to bk but the sq shape makes is so much more interesting

*aNother highlight is their baked potato..

I had the original bake potato with sour cream..

which was a dissapointment.. i Must say it was *blend*no taste..*blend..

but

Nazdear had a baked potatoe with cheese with brocolili..

*much nicer and tasties!!yumm

The foresties and float is soo aweSome! Hehe MUST TRY!

mOre uPdates if i try more Stuff K..

btw its @ Lau Pa Sat Festival Market..

Thus then we walked from there till esplanade to walk off the fullness in our stomach.. hehe

& off course cam whore along the way..

till again ... adioz!

Happens for a REASON

2010-01-04T15:01:00.003+08:00

What a weekend.. Any happy memories? Yeah bits and pieces of smile and laughter but i know i cry alot n i mean truckloads and was supper dupper Sensitive.

Lady Red played a part to that too i guess.. I cried while watching MTV reality show "16 and pregnant" Gosh.. Couldnt explain.. no Words!!

If you all wanna watch go to CLICK HERE Watch Episode on Farrah and Catelyn :'(

Anywhos.. Life's is full of unexpected events and He will be able to throw the ball at ya at any point of time. & This kind of cases are caught unguarded.. but the true test is that how will you react to this?

When the ball hit ya.. will you give in and let it hit you and you fall or you stay grounded and hit it back..?

Whateva it is trust me if u take it in with pride, dignity, and even remorse.. If you take it with a new hope or faith.. Things will get better.. You will know it..

The one with LoVe Affair

2010-01-02T09:42:00.009+08:00

Happy New YeAR LoveS !!
How Your New Year have been so far? :D

Had a Date. Real Date. Just US. Romanticly.FuN.cLose.Love

The date at MUSE..! I told nazdear confirm its gonna be full pack but nothing prepared us for the looooog q from basement to the 1st floor to the lobby to the entrace to outside of MUSE.

Decided to jump Q! LOL

Pays to know ppl lol.. :D

I have always admire a guy who has more knowledge and wise. &

sUrprisingly Nazdear know quite a lot about mummys.

So thot me aLot.. :) (more ppics in FB)

Lots of Camwhoring in the Muse.

Aft the walk to thru the rain we headed to have Early Dinner.! yummy

It was nicely set. Outdoor dinner. Love the place..

Had Salmon.. & he Had Steak! :)

More Window Shopping and found great deeals of Vintage love that we dig now..!

While shopping @ springfield..

He Came from behind and hug me ohh so tightly.. N whisper sweet sayings to me..

It FElt sOme thing running thru me..

"Remember dear that all that other thing are just material... u mean more to me"

Later at the evening we just chill somewhere..

Togather.. Exploring new thing on our toy..

Admiring the Moon.. & just admiring each other..

Had a great day.. A good way to start a brand new year..

Thnx my Love..

PeRkz are Part of Me

2009-12-29T09:29:00.005+08:00

Wow.. Had a full heart felt Weekend i Had.. Mainly with The Usuals
It was a very cock up scd and was kinda of spontateous Outing we had on Saturday..

Tears, Love, Laughter, Bond ..

Its Just amazing that although we are not related at All , No sign of common dna yet the bond we share is so tight. That makes me Love them so very dearly..

True all the bad times and good times i know i can rely on my family and these special people in my life.. & i Thank God that i have known these people... Let me Share Each bits and pieces of them... ok?! Wanna start with the eldest? haha (inside joke)

ELFIE!
i dont really know how to spell... haha)

Mature One among us.. The one who kinda ncourage us to find ourselves

Religiously and never fail to say words of wisdoms (at times)hahaOne wher the rest of th boys look for for advice..

JAZZ

(Friday Son) lol

The guy with Lotsa Patience.. Always to lend a helping hand. Kind hearted.

Kinda like the peacemaker... esp when me n naz always fight! lol

Faithful and his profound love for his special someone is truly endearing..

ahh!! the LATE one.. haha.. go out with him must set 1 hr- 2 hr earlier.. lol

MARTINEZ?
(cluber dude) lol
He is always the Joker .. nOt that close only in the begining but is a sweetboy.
Active in sports.. passion for his bike

FARA

(latest joke: pinoy one)

Haha jgn mara k syg.. The one who Nazdear likes to Pick on.

Funny at times.. but i dont think she minds haha sometimes.

The quiet one. The one who is good listener but not a really good voicer.

Never fails to brigthen Our days with her lame jokes tk menjadi..

LOVABLE!

NADZ

(Wednesday Daughter) ;)

girl who is full of cravings... i learn it form her.. haha!

The one who dont really say much to you but when she does.. you better be prepared.. hehe

The 2nd stubborn one.. (1st is me) lol

most of the time wants it to be done her way. One of the strongest people i know..

(not pysically but mentally) She kind, Lovable

ones full of surprises..

AYU

(preety One!)

The happy go Lucky ONe.. Youngest aMongst Us..

Always there to brigthen everyones days with her laughter and smile..
Talented girl.
One of the emotional one the group( used to be lah eh)

Always there to be a listening ear and not afraid to voice out weneva she needs too..

NAZDEAR

(I DONT know him weell ar..lol)

The funny ONE!haha like to pick on FARA (easy target)

The one who has cute dimples! kind hearted, cares alot for each one of perks .times he was shy to ask. crazy faithfull to the one he love..ahem!! has a close bond with the boy perks.

Well likeable my all the people around him. And somebody who would be ready to do anything to help his friends.. Sincere, thoughtful

All i know is that i love them to bits.. <3

Happy Holidays..

2009-12-26T10:15:00.002+08:00

Just These 3...

OUT OF THESE 3.. i Already have 1 in Hand..

Guess Which One.. (hint: 1st or 2nd)

hohoho!!

Special Thnx to My "Santa" hehe..

mUch Awaited Outing with Love ones.. plus..!

PleAse remind me to upload pics of Fara bday... Sorry dear aru teringat..

Will upload b y tommorow aite sweeetheart..

Just hope today everything will be ok..!

Being with the people that is close to me.. apart from my family..

Lets Have Some Fun people!!

Im Only HuMan..

2009-12-15T14:01:00.004+08:00

Kadang ku kuat setegar karang,

Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana,
Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru...

Sulut gairah jiwamu

Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih hatiku
Kekasih hatiku maafkan akuAku wanita biasa

It has been awhile..
Awhile is not he word more like ages since my last update
Lotsa Changes has been done in my Life,But I have choosen this path & ya live with no regrets..! :D

Cant wait for the arrival of my Love ones next month.. Finnnaly i can spend time with my them.. this means less time with Perks.. But I dOont Mind LOL Time Management is the Key! A new year is drawing near..2010 plus 1 Muharam.

"Muharram (Arabic: محرم) is the first month of the Islamic calendar. It is one of the four sacred months of the year in which fighting is prohibited. Since the Islamic calendar is lunar, Muharram moves from year to year when compared with the Gregorian calendar.[citation needed] Muharram is so called because it was unlawful to fight during this month; the word is derived from the word ‘haram’ meaning forbidden. It is held to be the most sacred of all the months, excluding Ramadan." - Wikipedia

Can I do my This year New year Reselotuion? hmm we will see..

2009-09-21T22:47:00.003+08:00

2009-09-21T09:02:00.003+08:00

Salam LeBaran Semuanya..

mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya untuk semua..mohon maaf atas semua kesalahanku. Baik yang disengaja maupun yang tidak, yang besar maupun yang kecil dan yang masih ingat mahupun yang sudah lupa... Have Fun Every body!!:)

&

a Special Hari Raya Shout out to my Love ones in Canada..
Mama, uNcle Bernard & my lil one..Daniel..
sElamat HARI raYA..!!
U are greatly misss :(

2009-08-10T23:10:00.003+08:00

Today is a start of New Beginnings.. A day that is feel with all ups and downs...

Bnyk duggan harus di tempuhi hari ini..

Woke up to the smell of rain and morning dew.. & when the smell of morning dew you would know roughly how early it was.. Ada hajat yg nak di buat.. All i can say is that i was open hearted.. open minded to new beginings and lastly.. a feeling of peace and unity was felt.. Although tears were felt upon on coming down... holding it back & being strong was the bravest thing i ever did.. Facing Him is a feeling that i would never ever could able to describe... & i know there is more to more.. More room for improvement.. more room for learning.. I know i can & thanks to the people around me who never fail to give me hope n give me encouragement and the strength to overcome all this...
Thank you from the bottom of my heart..

Here are some pic or candidness we took during the later part of the day..

pIt stop at the botanical garden to find the fishes new home to grow in..

:)

2009-07-26T22:11:00.006+08:00

Weekend Adven-tures..

n-e-ways,
met my Nazdear today at noon till almost six,
then she ask me to follow nadz and jazz to plaza,
nadz wanted to make a cake for a friend bday
so i tot ok that was the agenda of the day..
so we waited till 6.30
they arrive by car, jazz driving. totally didnt noe..
from a some thing to do, we decided to fetch ayu at home. that one pon i totally didnt noe
then we go wash the car, then off for dinner at al-azhar. too pon totally dint noe
reach there at 8 and we have dinner and laughter all around till 9.
~we crack up each other~
after tat, off to jurong hill. this one pon totaly random
a marvelous night we had.
a first for me with the gang for a late night outing.
jokes, laughter, cry and most of all, friends. really had fun, enjoy myself with the gang and esp my dear.

ard 11.30, off we go home.
jazz sending us home.
otw back, ard 12, we decided to listen to mj12.
a first for me, i think.
was scare but put on a brave face.
good strong girl..kn kn kn

once reach, it was hard for me to just let them go.
i wanted it to be a long night.....
never mind, there's always next week.

next week, movies
Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak.
yeah.
hopefully a late outing again.
thanks people for today.
the best night we y'all.
i miss them already. I'm thankful that i know them. fara you are misssed!!!

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The next day chill at home i woke up late due too severe insomnia..
Didnt do anything much but @ night meet up nadz at her place just the two of us n talk all night long... :)

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Sunday...??

beach.sand.bikes.rollerblade.makan.

:)

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mama miss u terribly..
just keep hoping everyday u will call n tell me the good news of ur arriving in singapore for Raya..
Cos' u promise me last year that u will come & be by our sides..
:(
i know i should be more understanding to ur situation.. but....

it not pleasant feeling at all...

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.
.
.

till again...

2009-07-19T13:22:00.006+08:00

Hey Everyone.. Sorry for the lack of updates.. will sure update more soon aite..
Its the Sunday.. rest at home thus took the opportunity to blog..
Been fun this few days back.. outing with friends n yesterday had to attend a kenduri with the family..
mostly asking me how canada life was.. n YES it was GREAT as mom & my lil sweet heart daniel is there by myside..
Mom come back for Harri raya oooh pleasee!!
IT JUST WOULDNT BE THE SAME WITH THE WHOLE COMPLETE FAMILY..

uNcle bernard?? im sure u will look good in Malay clothes..!! :D

Tomorrow gonna go on a date with Nazdear love..
Finally a proper date i must say... :)
Cant wait..hehe.

til then again...

2009-06-17T02:28:00.003+08:00

It has been a week plus here and its slowly nicely fitting up for me.. Just had a webcammy sess wit Nazdear.. awh he said it's been soo loong since he saw my face... haha The weather here is much like Spore now.. more windy n cool chill.. its nice..

Today to do list :
Go to Costco (done)
Measure the plants (done)
Go get some gardening stuff (otw)
Do gardening (not yet)
Dinner plans (??)

Now cracking my head for my love ones gifts.....

2009-06-10T01:08:00.002+08:00

Sitting by the backyard reminiscing about us..

wishin you could be by my side enjoying it with me...

Yesterday headed ou to Winners a did some shoopping..!!

wow.. can i buy the whole shop?

It has everything from roxy to marc jacobs to dkny...

i very very suker!! haha

should i start thinking of gifts for my love ones back home..? or too early...? hehe

misses everyone.. hugs & kisses

2009-06-08T18:04:00.003+08:00

HOWS EVERYONE BACK IN sINGAPORE??

hehe im doin good here... I got over my jetlag every fast and plus, the wheather here is nice.. now is ard late spring.. So its ard 14-20 deg.. nice.. its like a big air-con outside..

Today plan.. is to sent DaniEL to school and then we gonna head down for a movie or something... WhEATHER forecast say gonna be raining today..

Well anyway the picture up above was takle fe days back.. Mama had couple of friends over and gonna have bbq wow! so we went ot down town n get some of the freshest stuff like seafood..!!plus the sights there were so nice... :)

im gonna update again soo n aite... need to take a shower...

a lil shouout to my beloved bf!! missing alwys hun.. & no worries.. the new haircut u look good!!

good luck on the audition syg... wishin you the best of luck!!

gf nadz & fara u all are missed!!!

2009-06-04T23:53:00.002+08:00

Just a sudden rush of mix emotion..

Spend the night with my family of course..& my beloved gfs and bf.. that is all i needed..

i love them to bits n seriously they are gonna be missed.. Talking..gossiping..sharing..playing.. everything..!!

gonna be strong.... not gonna cry... i tend to get emotional in this kind of situation...

just wanna say i love u all.. fara..nadz..ayu..miza..naz..kak ayu.. everyone lerrr...

be good n stay safe... k muackzzz..!!!

will update again... no worries..

loveee you all....

2009-06-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.. sorry for not updating.. ..

Im going off soon.. ya i know what with the whole swine flu outbreak but no worries.. insyallah i be cautious there n regular updates aite...

missing my love ones.. :)

da ..nk pack nie.. anything i will update on my twittering.. pray for me aite guyz...!!

2009-05-26T22:32:00.003+08:00

Hey readers.. i finally had the outing/ surprise party for Nazdear.. Everyone close to me was present. & thats wat i wanted before some changes kicks in. Everything came down all fine..:) Thanks for the con join efforts from everybody.. The SURPRISE FACE from Nazdear was priceless.

It meant a lot to me... :)

Pics will be updated soon aite.. No hurry..
details too will be soon disclose..

haix..
"sometimes you just dont realise that your hurting someone,
sometimes you think they dont care,
but most of this times they actually do feel all this..
sometimes you just dont see it"

this is just my 2 cent worth of thots.. mean nothing..!
go figure!

2009-05-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates... Been busy but will do soon.. N no worries im recovering well frm my sickness, hehe ..

Nazdear dnt get sick k my love.. :)
Ur sick is much worse thn mine.. Haha nah.. Mine is worse la ehk... Bluek..!

2009-05-19T22:03:00.002+08:00

It's all settled!
Got the tix & have less then a mth before flyin on a jet plane.. hehe
an almost 20 hr in the plane.. good luck Nad!! haha..
The sad thing is that the flight is a wee hours in the morning..!
gfz.. tkya hantar i suda k..!
:)
i be back ard a mth or so.. ?
lotsa things too doo before i go.. haha..!
uN finnish biz! ya ryte..

till then...

2009-05-17T20:38:00.003+08:00

officially damn bummed out till got no mood to blog!

2009-05-14T18:06:00.004+08:00

Bowling picz updates!!

Yeah the usual suspected ppl were there @ cdans BB..
in collaboration with Mother's day 2009!!
Mom i wish u there! :)

Gonna miss all these buggers!! haha..
esp Nazdear & my GFs!! yeah dearest ppl.. its gonna be hard..
these 3 has never fail to make me smile..
nEver fail to let me down..
never fail to keep me grounded in life..
did i tell u 3 that i love u to bits? :)

plus..im working on my 3 goodbye msg... stay tuned to that k..!

im used to see these 3 gunduz almosst everyday!!
a month w/o them? can i make it? hope soo!!

terdiam jap di buat nyer... haha...

* remember 1 last karaoke session b4 i leave!!
hopefully can have the guys aloong tooo..!!

till then loves...

2009-05-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

omg kris allen was fantastic ! His rendition of heartless was amazing... Argh.. Die die wanna know the result asap! Hehehe

Nazdear happy 42 mthniversary!! Wow! hope u like my special msgg ..it came from my heart..

Like we always say..

Forever & ever babe!

2009-05-10T18:05:00.001+08:00

A Thousand Thanks
Author: Joanna Fuchs

Mother's Day brings to mind
The thousands of things you did for me
that helped make me happier,
stronger and wiser,
because I had you as a role model.

I'm grateful for all the times
you healed my hurts
and calmed my fears,
so that I could face the world
feeling safe and secure.

I'm thankful for all you showed me
about how to love and give--
lessons that now bring
so many blessings to me
each and every day.

Your sacrifices and unselfishness
did not go unnoticed, Mom.
I admire you, I respect you,
I love you.
And I'm so glad you're my mother!

Happy Mother's Day!
Love you mom..
Forever& ever!!

Lotsa lurve,
kakak&adam&daniel

2009-05-08T00:15:00.002+08:00

i am like now officially updating my blog through my hp.. Weee- haha.. Cant sleep because of my stomach being damn too full.. Well in the first plc i dont remember eating much...

Miss daniel dearest.. I was at hum watchin ninja warriors terkenang jap the times when he would just sit at the sofa n laughin at the ppl in the show.. The humilation of the ppl when the ppl fall dwn..haaha

its nice too update while snuggling in bed and having the comfort here.. Lol.. Waiting for fara to call me back.. Sungguh nyer lmbt.. When i hnerviujas

2009-05-07T19:29:00.002+08:00

karoake session we had..
full of fun n tiredness..
everyone was tired either from werk or skol or those sleepless nites..
but today karaoke session @ cuppage plaza was truly needed..
We need to have fun n destress..
wow!! it was sooo loved!

The crazyness we had..!! argh!! the best..
plus nazdear & i put on an "Act".
An "act" that we are friends.. as Jazz was the one who ask him too tag along first..
n plus we dont wanna be to oblivious in our love affair n be inconsiderate to the rest of the single friends there so ya..
it was fun ...truly n Nazdear was fun enough to go along with it.. thanks dear!!
:)

till then again ppl.. update soon again aite..
i hope.. haha.. muackz..
xoxoxo

2009-05-07T18:01:00.003+08:00

Adam birthday celebration..

My Dearest Bro Birthday was on the 4th May.. & yes everybody .. he is legally 18 !
Happy for you my bro.. Sorry there wa snothing much i could do..!! tgh kayap bro!! But i promise as soon as i get a part time job i will get ya pressent k :) Promise.. Hope you will grow up in becoming a reponsible and sensible MAN.. yes..!! Man..

muackz!!

2009-05-04T09:42:00.003+08:00

It is a very loong and overdue pictures of me & Nazdear @ marina barrage..
We sure did had a lot of fun & laughter when we were there..
& i made sure that i come back with my friends here..

& i sure did...
Seee..
Had the usual outing with my gfs + jazz & Martin..
combine all this = kecohness!!
hehe

We sure had lotsa fun..
played bingo.. enjoy the brezze..
it was such a perfect weather..!! yes it was..!
so i let the pics do the talking..

more update on aDam 18 BIRTHDAY later on aite!!

muackz..

till then..

2009-05-03T11:01:00.002+08:00

Hey EveryOnes... Sorry for not updating much this weeek..
It have been a crazy week i tell you..
There was lots of ups and down... Being strong for someone ain't a easy task.. What eva is it babe.. be sure that i will be there wenever you need me..

Cant blog alll the details about this but im staring to tense up just thinking about it..!! Arghh@!|!! Damn pisssed of with that f*#ker.. I tell you if i ever saw u again, i hope i have the courage to damn give u punch on the face till it bleed..!!!!!!

Sabar NAD!! Mengucap!!

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Anyway on a lighter side of this week.. Had fun outing with the usual ppl.. Meet up Nazdear although it was a short while but it was worth it... & today goin out wit dad & bro!!
Heading to vivo..!

I tell you there will be a bunch of photos i will have to upload.. soo wait it out aite.. till then...

2009-04-23T21:38:00.002+08:00

Hmm

having the urge to blog but then...

hmm

i love kriss allen !!!

that's it

.........................

love you

Daniel!

2009-04-21T09:22:00.003+08:00

Things in life are questioning me for quite some time.. and ya i just lock it up in my thoughts and it will disappear. Yesterday was a wake up call.. I had to do something. IT IS MY LIFE. Iam leading it.. & PLUS i have the 2 greatest people in the whole wide world who understand me & knows me for who i am.. My GFs . Thanks you guys for spending the time to talk to me and i feel alot better..

LOVE YOU BOTH TO BITS!

2009-04-17T20:29:00.009+08:00

Three 3 Part Entry! YESH baby!!
sit back n just let you finger do the scrolling..

Yesterday Zooooooo Outing.. weee~

thankz to Dearest Nadz for being soo persistent for me to go!
Its been long since i have meet up with Jazz and the when we had an outing like this..
:) Fun i loike!!
Plus the adorable kids

I will let the pictures do the adorable talking.. :)

Part 2
A long overdue pic outing with Nazdear..
Had dinner @ Suntec + night walk together

P/s We paid less Than 20 buckz!! yeah i know!! i loike!!

Part 3 So the fav ones..!!

My lil Daniel!!
OHH gosh i miss him dearly soo much...
i was missing him so much that just by looking at his video made me so happy :D
sEriously baby i was soo touch n his lil acts of cuteness was soo adorable..
:'(
plus his birthday is coming.. & sad that i wont have to celbreate with him..
i will have a big party/event fo rhis birthday i tell u..
a theme of: the clash of THOMAS & POWER RANGERS
hahhaha weird!! haha..
guest will have to wear power ranger mask n all that stuff..!
haix.. wish he was here..

video of Daniel dancing @ house.. every night..n day

2009-04-15T22:30:00.002+08:00

Am watching idol now..

ooh god itell you Matt rendition of Bryan Adam "Have you ever really love a women" was fantastic!!
hack care what the judges sat but damn it was soo hot!!

kriss is tooo very the yummy.. *jummping up n down like a groupie*

Meet up wit Fara Dearest.. Its been a long time since we had a good chat + gossiping + more.... just the two of us.. hehe.. i loike much :)

2009-04-13T23:49:00.002+08:00

music can had lotsa Meaning & depth in One's life..

A song that has lotsa deep meanings..
& that i can relate to which is hard to find..& when you do.. u will get hook to it..

Title : 3 Malam Tanpa Bintang

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Kasih.. engkau tak bersalah
Hanya hatiku yang buta
Tulus dan ikhlas kau korban jiwa raga
Dan tanpa belas ku buat kau kecewa
Ku tahu dirimu sukar melupakan segalanya

(Chorus)
Tiga malam tanpa bintang
Dan diriku dihimpit penyesalan
Arah tuju kian fana
Kerna hilangnya nyawa dia
Bagaikan siang diselubung gerhana

Kembalikan senda tawa
Pulangkanlah manis disenyum manja
Ku pahatkan keinsafan
Dan patrikan kesetiaan
Sehingga tarikh menafikan nyawa

Kasih.. maafkan diriku
Banyak dosaku padamu
Tidak terhitung jari jemari daku
Tak dapat dibilang bagai bintang beribu
Sukarnya diriku menebus kekhilafan yang lalu

Kasih.. engkau tak bersalah
Hanya hatiku yang buta
Tulus dan ikhlas kau korban jiwa raga
Dan tanpa belas ku buat kau kecewa
Ku tahu dirimu sukar melupakan segalanya

Kasih…

2009-04-12T19:42:00.001+08:00

Dedicating to my Love one, Nazdear

Your Truly, Nadear

2009-04-10T20:24:00.003+08:00

picture time!!

wishing for more similar outing like this.. :)

Yesterday outing with the girls was great.
Lotsa Laugh Lotsa fun lotsa Everything & Not forgetting Lotsa drama-ma..
One of my girls was slapped with a fine
for dropping a tinnie bit of rubbish on the place where we were chill-lax.
I was like clueless ??
TRYING too to hide my bits or rubbish that was too , left on the ground.

Thank God it was not me.
Yesterday had late night talk with Fara as Nazdear was "sleepin"
& i suffered from scaredhomealone disease..
haha
reminiscing the past, present & future..

Spent the day @ home..
tv / psp /more tv/ice cream/snackz/cleanning

Today i barely talk to Nazdear i think we talk for onli 5 mins the whole entire free day..
haha cant xplain why.. im not mad or anything.. just mybe i would like
some of my time ..
No worries tommorow outz aite.. :)

2009-04-08T23:29:00.005+08:00

interesting thing happen...

Well you guyz wanna noe what? i was abducted by "ALIEN"
for freaking 3 hrs.. haha..
awh the gruesome torture of me drinking the "food",
to the radiation they zap on my body that make me feel like a sick on goin hp on vibrate mode..

haha... but not all are bad...
the lavendar sea salt scrub was awesome! &
steam room was havenly..

great escape indeed..
& tortute too haha not forgetting the battle i had with the "alien"..
the battle of not wanting to fork out a single penny!

& my hero!
Nazdear came to the rescue

:)

in the end i prevailed!!
hehehe

cant wait to outz wit girlz!! hit the town babey!!

2009-04-07T21:12:00.004+08:00

Lepakz Session wit sum "outsiders" lol

Have to admit that it wasn't the usual kakis up at the usual spot..

At times wi could count the stars out of boredom but it was all good in the end i guess..
at least time was spent with my girls aite..

p/s miza can spot the boys?? haha mcm kenal tk? ahkz!

Here's a pic of my temp curlz! haha kene tk??

but i still prefer straight hair..
senang maintain babe! ahkz!!!

2009-04-05T20:44:00.002+08:00

Family day

Saturday was well spent with Nazdear Fam. An outing to the beach/bbq/food... Awww yes.. His aunt coook best brownie!! soo chocolate-ly moist bits brownie..! Seriously i would think Miza wOULD Go drools for this one.. Planing to ask his anut to bake it just for fun sake maybe a chill out session with the girls..

Imagine..
Just us girls, stars, night cool, tea/coke/mocha & brownie cake ~ ~ ~

Nazdear.....

2009-04-03T20:41:00.001+08:00

had my hair curled!! haha i know... itchy hands..

Nazdear love it.. :)

weeee ~

What tooo wear tommorow??
Fara ... tolong!! haha

2009-04-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

April fool !!

Yeah today is April Fool dAy..!! Bside all the nonsencesicallistic joke, pranks guess "who" played me out soo bad....

MY DEAREST
Handphone!!

Yes you heard me correctly a non living object
pandai0pandai play prank!!

My handphone jump out of my hand n landed in a "full of water"
i was like!! stare at it n then pick it up.
OMG!
mcm tkde prasan u noe!
dried it and then fail to FUNCTION prperly..
SO I SUN TANNED IT
& it didnt work :(

after a while it finally able to work but all the words become
mirror image! yes!! mirror image ..
i had to use a mirror to read the stuff in my handphone..
:(
Then i stared to think i need a more hotter and safe device..
so i used my be;loved toaster!!
hahaha.. amek ko! nk panas kan kan..!

it then start to cry or pee fromt he back of the phone
(water strt comming out)

& it was working..!!!

bes eh ko! pandai ko main mian prasan aku :( haha..
its recovering thou... hope it gets better!!!

2009-04-01T20:12:00.004+08:00

Here's kinda not so belatred posting of a loong awaited outing with gfz!

(click to enlarge)

Had a blast with them seriously..
its been too long since it was only just 3 of us..

:)
wish more of this will have...

2009-03-31T12:19:00.002+08:00

Its was almost 11am i wanted to continue sleeping in denial to reality.. BUT i cant seem bring myself to sleep when all i think about is you & only you.. Cant believe whats happening..

Forever & Ever Babe..
isnt it?

2009-03-29T00:31:00.003+08:00

Headed to town with Nazdear today..
Nicely spent day.. although my feet was in a tad of pain but it was all worth it..
Headed to esplanade to catch some random show there and it turn out to be amazing performance..
stayed there till 1045 a very talented group indeed..
manage to see the lights out in conjunction with Earth Day
& is obvious that the Esplanade area n Fullerton were in dim darkness for one hour!
im sure their electricity bill will go down this mth.. hehe

thankz Love for a great evening out.
&
picking out a" Superman Stone necklace"
haha..
trusted my man n he's taste wasnt tht bad..!
heng ah~

muackish!!!! love love u dearly

lovestoned!
&i think he knows..

2009-03-24T18:04:00.004+08:00

Here is a totally random post filled with pictures..!!

gosh putting up and uploading all the pictures zoom in alot of memories
You would think that a 2+yr old boy is super hard to go ut with. like tedious and not flaterring or wat.. but it is actually not.
I love to go out with Daniel n Nazdear..
my two fav boys plus adam too haha he soo lucky got to
"abang"
He a type of child who is easly contented. like seeing water can make his eyes sparkle
or seeing thomas. & then thru out he whole day he will behave xtremely well..
gosh miss his fun -ness in the house..
usually at around tis time he would either watch tv togather. the whole family or he would play mini ball and laugh non stop at my ball tricks or adam tricks..
&

bed time is my favourite!!!!
argh! he is soo utterly adorable and alwys ask me wheather i have my teddybear and blanky.
"gudnit kakah, suwet dreamz"
heavenly i tell you..

daniel !!!

i miss u dear... :(

Here is a picture of me and Daniel b4 putting him to sleep..
Its what i always do with him..
Sing songs, say some prayer and at times stroy telling..
Story telling would be mostly of what he did that day and what he gonna be doing the nxt morning..
Kinda like making him feel excited to sleep and see what the next day will be..

Here's a beach picture that @ Sentosa!
awh i had so much fun!!
daniel sure love playing by the beach n sand!!
:P
come back quick aite baby we can go there again!

Here's another recently snapped beautifully
a full rainbow!!!
yeah how rare is that... mostly u will see half rainbow.. but not a full one..

Here's anthr random thing..
guess what ??
i cooked that!!
Seafood Spaghetti aglio oLio !!
yummmy..
im gonna make more soon.. haha..

2009-03-24T12:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday spend the days n nite with bf & later meet up gfz

2009-03-22T21:18:00.002+08:00

iTs finnally doOone!

weeee~

NaZdear im sorry..!!

2009-03-20T11:14:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST
NADZIRA!! (part 1)

A very special celebration indeed..
With weeks before hand crack heads..
brain-STORMIN, fights, tension & Love

We planned a Surprise birthday party For our beloved
Friend..

BBQ, CAKE, FOOD, CANDLES, FLOWERS,GIFTS, FRIENDS

The funny thing is as u can see in the picture below..
Nadz is being blind folded!! ahakz!!
She was walking utterly slowly and keep babbering nonsense
Understand-able la Ehk she was afraid..!
She was malu people around will look at her which everyone did!

More Stares for me & Fara (as if we was the bad grls)

So the funniest surprise i tell you!!

(click the picture to see in detail)

The place was nicely done!! awh thank god!!
The Candles, flowers, everything..!!

Nadz shed happy tears upon opening her blindfold..
Insisting to take picture with everyone...

After pictures..
Makan time!!! lapar oii!
plus cake cutting

& then sabo time!!!

Presents!! Naz only opened Fidz presents
the rest she save for the actual day
which she msg at 3 in the morning to say thank you!!

Happy birthday again dear!!
aky cayang kamu sgnt tau!!
&
yOu to fARA dear!!!
muaccckzz!!!

(Part 2 celebration coming sooon)

2009-03-19T12:04:00.003+08:00

The last few hours of togetherness...
Cherishing last few bits of what i could...
trying very hard to accept it..
trying not to breakdown..

why is it sooo hard this time??

2009-03-15T17:12:00.002+08:00

Adventures of Nad & Naz & Dan

Yeah we sure do have lotsa adventures..
& im sure gonna miss ya Daniel..!!

Crazy times..!!

2009-03-12T20:16:00.001+08:00

The feeling of blogging mood isnt on.. as i busy spending time wit mom & dan b4 the two precious will be taken away from me again...

SO that abt it.. words aint flowing anymore...

2009-03-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

The song Halo has been my lock-down song & it seems on Auto Play.. One of the many thoughts in my head that it seems to be out of control. (Another whole blog entry 4 tis nxt time aite)

Another song that stuck with me & never fail to put a smile on m y face every time this song come about.. Remember Nazdear? ~naughty thoughts~ Some what i feel for this song. Maybe cause it portray the deep affection that we both share. The sensual sexy feeling every time i hears this. So yeah enjoy this song till i find new ones to replace..

p/s Nazdear everytime we fight or have tiff just play this song aite.. hahahaha (lain jadinyer nnt)

Chalet is tommorow, im not making it a big afair.. Just close friends & famiy enjoy bbq n seaside.. Maybe One day i will do a evry big one.. Maybe my engagement party haha (Dream land cumming) Nah.. Every one knows im a private person. Very private that my wedding 10 ppl je dtg leh.. hahaha kidding..! I dont believe in flaunting the big big afair but just to appreciate the ppl around me.

So Yeah Kinda xcited abt that.. nAzdear wishing ya here with me..

Everynight....

2009-03-05T20:42:00.005+08:00

Fun-xilirating Love OUting today!

My Favorite boys went outing to where else,
VIVO CITY

Yup thrilling LoOong bus ride, to fun lunch, to Shopping to sleep
to Chill-lax and much more...

Sleep only refers to LiL daniel only of course..

Here's some pictures took...
(click on the pictures to enlarge super-size)

As much ppl have guess it. He's favourite carton is Thomas!!
sO AVID FANS OF dANIEL, thomas gift is much appreciated..
& onli that he will say
"Tahank euu shooo mucch" hehe

He is a very water boy ..love the CK stripes baby boxers!!
Hawt!!

After much playing.. Cool0ness of the air con Starbucks where he usually
knock off!
-he needs warm or cold.
n need to be dark!
thus the Cover up in his Mc-claren Stroller

tHen Time for the "adults" to have some fun of our own..
~gigles~ Love~

2009-03-04T00:08:00.005+08:00

Must think im crazy having 3 songs on my blog..
1st for all the gfz! Last one for mum! i noe its her fav! :)

I cant seem to choose one.. haha every one close me knows how fickle i can be.

Rin on the rox Rawkz!! haha do listen and find the on youtube..
i tell ya 2 preety ladies

cutie, prety, witty & damn thay can sing..

hehe
You guys can just choose one n hear la ehk.. nite toodles!!

Here this one is for you my love..!! & also all my life is for ya..
misses n lots more..

"I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace"

2009-03-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

ALL random B&W affair

Fortunate having two brothers i so Love and adore..

Sure does miss outs session wit my love onez..
Family karaoke session soon?
While my voice is so "serak basah"-rocker voice
aite

The are the boyz of my life..
Been through everything togather.
Be it apart, fights and tears
It only made us stronger.

Dam.Dan.Naz
xoxo

2009-03-01T17:37:00.004+08:00

He Love SG food!
haha.. this cutie boy is soo utterly n yummy-lilili adorable..
Esp his tembamlicious cheekz...
I swear! it bounces everytime you kisses him..

&
just to clear your head..
its not his bdae!!
his true bdae is end of nxt mth
but we like to see his eyes sparkle every time he sees
a lighted candle and cake.
Esp Thomas cake!!

love love you my baby love!!

2009-03-01T11:57:00.000+08:00

Thank you My love ..

2009-02-27T10:58:00.003+08:00

Love,

It was the sickness talking yesterday..
The lump in my throat..
The spinning stars in my head..
The freezing cold room..

it was all them that did the talking yester-nite

Sorry from the bottom of my heart..

miss ya love

2009-02-25T12:30:00.002+08:00

thinking of it just made me sad.

2009-02-23T15:11:00.002+08:00

Just watched Slumdog millionaire yesterday
Wow.. what a great Movie..
You guys may think soo cuase it receive 8 Oscars for crying out loud!!

So ppl is a must watch!!
Its heart warming, tear enduring and make ya feel fortunate to have whatcha having in live now..

2009-02-22T16:38:00.005+08:00

Congrats Uncle Jeff & Wife..
<3

Just cam back from yet another Wedding at Kallang bahru. My uncle wedding. yEAH tell me about it. Another wedding.. it seems like i will be bogging about weddings more wedding sooN.. next week pon ader tau!!

This time round was my dad side. Everyone was present it was like a reunion. Everybody came and i meant everybody Singapore, malaysia, australia and where so ever int he world..

I would think what mine would be like.. but i think wait another 5 more years can Nazdear? hehe
If it would me mine way and no body else way.. A small wedding..! Small yet lavish yet elegant... haha

A Limit of200 guest only...! haha mama soo not gonna agree to this... lol !

& Just close friends...

Speaking of friends, there were a familiar face at the wedding just now. My ex colleague not exactly frens.. but just a hi bye frends.. Friends that seems to be close but padahal you would just wanna avoid.. like tht.. k im uttering rubbish...

Nazdear Love,
crazyly cute and handsome wit new haircut!! Dashing must say..!!!

pondering on opening anthr private blog.. haha.. maybe..!!

2009-02-18T17:01:00.002+08:00

Here is some more picture that are at the reception on Sunday! & my favourite are the candidness of the people in here..!

Ever since this me and my girls has been discussing wedding plans for each of us.
And
yes i have a mental picture of what mine will be like..
hmm
awh! it will be great..

Secret! cant disclose anything haha
But it will be magical..
I hope.. i noe.. it will..
:)

2009-02-15T23:47:00.003+08:00

Firstly..
I would like to congratulate the Newly Wed couple
my Abg aZhar and
his partner, Nur Rahdiah

more updates so00n....
stay tune!

hEre SoME a tiny Update of the day of nikah!

2009-02-13T11:47:00.003+08:00

It the time of the month again..
13th..
The one day that we are remember our relationship
and Love are around us.
Its been too long for me to remember the numbers but i never fail to remember the day
where our love flourish..

In conjunction with Lovers day..
Nazdear had something special which i thought he would never do..
SINCE he noes i am busy.
He surprise me with flowers..! Yes flowers right at my doorstep..

~everybody now say...AWH!!!~

hehehe
I am v. busy these few days with my Cuzzin wedding which is tomorrow..
No worries..pictures will fill this space after the ceremony!!
Cant wait!!
Till

2009-02-12T01:31:00.003+08:00

Here’s how this one works..." You answer each question, search that answer in GOOGLE IMAGE SEARCH and then post the picture that pops up." Cool?

I AM...

*Very time my Love..Everytime.*

AGE AT MY NEXT BIRTHDAY...

*old wom-man....*
A PLACE I WOULD LIKE TO TRAVEL TO...

* argh..paradise baby..paradise*boraboralove

MY FAVOURITE PLACE...

*My girls know*

MY FAVOURITE THING IS...

* can never have too much love*

MY FAVOURITE DRINK IS...

*addiction*

MY FAVOURITE FOOD IS...

*Not surprising for some*

MY FAVOURITE COLOUR IS...

*Pinkish sky colour*

I LIVE IN...

*My blk in in here*

I WAS BORN IN...

*fortunate enough*

I ATTENDED...

*former high school*

I LUST FOR..

*Mesmerize eVerytime*
wanted to have Nazdear pic...!! hehe love ya baby!

2009-02-10T19:42:00.002+08:00

The oldiesLegend And hot superliicios adorably cute bOys..
It was the very recent 51ST grammy awards that just happen..
All the 3 brothers i must say have their uniquely appeal and charmingly gorgeous boys.. hehe

Well another hawt and just dam good song firsly.. The lyrics is just soo..awh! greaaT! an AWESOME PERFORMANCE.!! lISTEN TO THE llyrics aite peepz..

~ Fara dearest lets bump more wit each other aite.~

2009-02-08T13:30:00.005+08:00

Ta daaaaa...! My new hair Do! hehe..
Snip it off n sooN color it aite!! hehe

-----

At nice dinner Outing with Loveoneez..
And yes an attempt to have a nice diner at a restaurant with Daniel there too..
haha see if we can make it thru dinner first..

Heres a snapshot of the four of us at the void deck

Mom n Adam sMIle for the cam!

And also Nad n Naz was there too

Heres classic daniel action.
where he will talk non stop with his pointy finger pointing at stuff all over the place

My favourite pic.
Can see his tembamlicious cheeks. Rabbit tooth n his chin dimple!!

Here is the first dish that came. tofu n veg.
Daniel almost finish one bowl of rice there!!
god job baby!

The famous chilli crab n fried buns!!
yummy

and also our favorite dish.
Steam promfet fish in teochew style!!
my moouth is watering again!! lol

and dessert will have to be Ginko nut n yam or something...

After dinner cabbed home and brought daniel to the playground for some fun..

He loves this playground where theres statues of dinosaurs around..

and he attempt to play and blow bubbles..!

2009-02-07T12:36:00.002+08:00

I have the shortest hair amongst my gfz~no more the longest.

so Loved it
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-02-07T10:10:00.002+08:00

more Randomz stuf from daniel..

He's and his doll playing ethics.

another favourite picture of mine.
so the adorable

Our Eternal flame..

sometimes can be "wild flame" too.. lol

2009-02-07T09:44:00.000+08:00

Gemini + Libra

Air + Air = Wind

What an absolutely marvellous combination of star signs! This is likely to be a terrific match both at the outset and for the long term. The planets Venus and Mercury rule Libra and Gemini respectively and are intimate planetary friends. You and Libra will most certainly turn a friendship into something special.

Librans will love your intellectual input, and may even see you as some type of guru in educational matters or issues generally.

You will have a full social life together, and will have lots of great times with friends and in artistic surroundings. You probably both enjoy theatre — you may also be actively involved in the arts. You like to race around doing a million and one things, and Libra enjoys this activity and restlessness and briskness.

Neither of you will feel contented ‘doing nothing’, but you will enjoy sitting down in front of the fire, reading a good book and sipping your Cab Sav. All in all, Gemini and Libra are extremely well suited, both intellectually and sexually. Both of you can find comfort, warmth and love in this relationship. It is also a fortunate combination — there’s a touch of magic between you.

hhehehe i loike baby!!! thnx for recommending it.. cya sooOn baby

2009-02-04T16:24:00.003+08:00

Candid-ness @ karaoke session wit Love GFZ!

H ad a great time there. and its been a long time since it was just the 3 of us..
We still had four pages of karoke session and all...

2009-02-03T08:57:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was fun to go out with my Grlz and of course Nazdear too..!
Meetup wit Nazdear as i misses him much..
When for lunch n then just chill out n wait for the grlZ to come..

We are actually preety good in entertaining oursleves.
Is either that we would fight each other in games or just looking around n start taking
crapping-ness to each other..

DearLupp, Wednesday wanna baby sit danieL at town?? hehe
We like to pretend that daniel is our son. Well that what the ppl around us think..
I register daniel to this kids play stuff at forum.
and
amazingly the mummies there will start talking about our babys
"Which cutiepie is urs?"
kinda irritating at times when they wont stop.. LOL

Heres a coupple of pictures of me n the girlz at Cash studio yesterday..
i definately had much dosages of ove from them..
Friday wanna go out again?
Bowling?? LoL

-Fara ori PICTURES pellleease...!! hehe!-
email or friendster k.
i scared i wont be onine often.. :)
thankyou v.much!

2009-02-01T12:04:00.003+08:00

Hey.. haven t had really update ma bog for some time.. At time would upload photos of cutie adorable and naughty daniel. Been busy having fun with him..

Bring him around to play and yesterday we went to botanical garden with Mama n my two bros n also Nazdear! hehe.. It was fun... but lately i have been bringing daniel to play sessions @ Forum

Here some pics from yesterday outing.
We all had fun feeding the turtles n fishes n even duckz!

Been spending time with Nazdear and at the same time he help me baby sit daniel and
he is someone i can rely on to when come to kds..
yEs he can... There is no other man i trust my love ones thn him. He has been a great help
although we now live quite a distance away. But our hearts n love keep moving closer to each other.
Can wait for our nxt outing... where would that be love?
You decide aite...

Til nxt time guyz..
im craving for fish head curry. Mybe lata headin out..
&
cant wait for karoke session wit my ladies...:)
mybe tommorow..

2009-01-29T13:55:00.003+08:00

Can u all spot the lil thumper hands?? hahaa!!

Happy Lunar New Year everyone..!
See how cute my lil boy is wearing that adorable piece.
A cute lil adorable munchkin!

potential model wannabe?
haha...

Here a long overdue picture family day outz to the ZOO..

mUst visit again sOon.. cum any taggers?

2009-01-21T18:39:00.004+08:00

Daniel Day out and about to town..!
Pampered him n let him roam around town adorably admired by everyone..

And yes.. Made another purchase wanna guess what kind of bad it is??
Stay tune...!!!

Which one do u think is better??? more appealing & nice?
The Louis Vuitton Damier Ebene Trévi or Monogram Canvas Palermo?

2009-01-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the adventures, Love

2009-01-13T22:29:00.004+08:00

Given in to temptation ... i guess . The adrenaline rush sets your loins burning with anticipation and seduction... A feeling that is beyond ya control & of course the action from an impulse will never ethical. will be frown upon Later. what eva it is ALREADY happen..

the closeness that will forever & ever!

p/s Happy 38thmthniversary Love. Insyallah we will stay strong for each other..
Dont let me down..

2009-01-12T22:34:00.005+08:00

Late updates .!.
Another Day when just need time to relax and set away..
Not what i plan but sure did it do me justice.

DESIGNER BAGS are Love
aDdictive contents! BeWAre!! Had a lovely time flaunting it. Cos its ori one hor!
more? Insyallah...
Sponsors?? Anyone..
Seriously bags i have are mounting up by my sofa.. from High ends to Low ones..
Like this brand less hawt purple shoulder bag!

cool breeze.great companion. cool stuff
Just nice.

misses my gfz badly.... just when ..

2009-01-09T23:21:00.002+08:00

The greatest love i could have would have to be my family Love... awh.. How i do cherish this kinds off moments...

Love n misses the family outings.. apart from living in different continents in the world.. we would be so tight. ;) Headed for some local delights and do some major shopping spree... O0o0o Love!! Love receiving compliments on ma GUCCI bag..! haha... soO when will i wear my LV bag? i do have such a craze for bags.. Bags Fetish!! lol

i almost purchase a purple small guess handbag! lol.. but instead i got an other purple bag oo0o sooo Hawt for FOC! how great..! So anyone wanna add a CHANEL bag in my collection. just feel free to do so aite ;)

Daniel has been so adorable here.. n a lil noty,, biasa la.. boyz will always be boyz! Speaking of boys.. i do miss a boy rite now! nAzdear? i do miss u terribly... No more fights aite... haix... i think i just need time n patience.. n so do u! We go out on outinG sOon k with Daniel.. ;)

You all have a fun weekend... i know i will :)
feeling like having fish head curry n satay !!
Anyone? lol..

till then...

2009-01-07T00:57:00.002+08:00

Surprise!!
Receive an Unexpected, Unreal & Exciting surprise upon reaching home..

Mama told me that they are reaching on Friday.. But then...
lol upon reaching home, saw a mess at the living room & my young love one!
awh!!! hug him n also mama..!!

it was a nice surprise..!
TODAY IS SO LOVED!

2009-01-04T21:44:00.006+08:00

Warning! Caution heavy truck loads of love affairs.

Snapshots

Snogging Love affairs. Temptation. Impulsive Smooches.

2nd nite Out

Swinging out for an xciting night out to Clarke Quay!
Indulge in Sinful brownies after had a craving for it earlier on the day.
Dear Being sweet As sUgga headed to Taka brownie shOp n i had a
Tripple chocolateFuddgyOzzing cHocolate brownies
Long I must say..! but Every single bite just melt away..
We dawdle our time and cherish each moments..

1ST nite Out

Melodies that play s with the breath taking view attracts us towards the Esplanade.

Sweet corn in one hand & H2o In the other..!

Hydration is neded through the nite..

Panoramic view sets the mood of Love...

NOTHING ELSE MATTERS...

2008-12-31T09:58:00.001+08:00

CELEBRATE THIS NEW YEAR WITH
YA LOVE ONES AITE..
&
Be Safe people...!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR
MAMA, UNCLE BERNARD, daniel Dear..!!!!!

2008-12-29T18:52:00.002+08:00

was bLOg Hopping n found out something interesting...
i Took a test about a test to know urslf well.. so here is the result..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2008-12-28T16:59:00.003+08:00

I dont noe why i am thinking soo much..
&
Over thinking it..

Just wanna relax and lay back & do what i wanna do...
To run away to Bintan can?
Like last year....
Oo00H mEmories...

Well i did had some fun this week..
i Got to hang out wit my girlz..
awh.. it was fun.. n nice.. n actually time past y preety fast...

OOH gosh i do love them to bitz..!!
We should hold this kind of gathering mthly basis can grlz?\

Countdown planz....
Actually have many many planz... well not by me..
Invites from ppl ard me...
& i just dont noe.. it all doesnt xcite me..
hmmm curious why...?
care any suggestion why im feel like shit
THis December?

Plz can anyone be or give me my dosage
of Happiness back in Me...
:(

2008-12-24T21:39:00.004+08:00

Hey merry Xmas U guyz!!

Well wat did Nad do today? haha Went to the movies with Nazdear. We watch "the Bed times Stories.." cooL movie.. dead funny n lOve it.. hehe must watch ok esp when u are a fan of Adam Sandler..

Here' a something tht Nazdear surprise me..! My fav brownies..@ ma fav place @ POSH! yummmy!!! trust me.... ! Located @ douby gout xchage..!! must hurry b4 everything gone.. lol!!

M&M SUGAr coated brownies..!
&
Trippple Chocolate brownies!

Cool take this pic? hehe..
my hands n nazdear hands.. lol

Today i make a realisation to something in a relationship...
I told n open up to u asecret that i have been keeping..
& im sorry..
Im just a 19 yr old girl who loves her bf to bits n yet
dont wanna miss out in my teenlight years..
(or wats left of my teen yr)

No matter wat happens.. i noe my boundaries.. i noe my piorites
n i know im crazy for u Nazdear..!

Herez a grl who loves n misses
ya the most!!

2008-12-22T11:19:00.004+08:00

wE Were planning something that is surprisingly nice and thoughtfull
and that would be nice..

Where is one thing that fara lOVE?
-the beach!!

i suddenly remembered the picnic that once Nazdear do it for me..
SO let have a picnic!!!

and

i suddenly think that how cool would it be to have a scrapbook!!
so here it is!!!

flowers are from me n nazdear.. teddy bear is from naz and fidz!!

CLICK ON THE PIC TO SEE IT BETTER!

The crazy times when all of us are there!!
fyi the glass bottle drink is actually sparking water..!!
all HALAL stuff were bought on tht day !!

The lovely ppl who were at the beach for
FARA SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PICNIC..!!!!!!!

When the sun almost set n Fara left us... :(
we had a fun of our own..!!
4some.. 2 couple..
Crazy camwhorer ppl!!

Just listening to the sea..
The smell of the sea..
The cool night breeze..
The stars...
It was all there...
It was sooo nice..!!

Thank you to the boyz

Nazdear and Fidz for the incredible food!!

i Wanna do it again!!!
this time i want Daniel to be there!!! aite baby!!!
We play water aite!!!!
:)

2008-12-19T13:32:00.002+08:00

Things just keep on cumming..
When would be ever stop and things will go right?
i hope i can hang in there...
Hoping and Praying...

2008-12-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

December hates me...
i hate December..

If I can pull of last year December crazyness im sure I could hang in This year..
fullstop.

2008-12-16T11:29:00.003+08:00

TWILIGHT THE MOVIE!!

The movie of the fall..

OOh.. ALL THE LADIES out there.. please make the effort to see this movie..
I was talking to mama yesterday and She recommended me to watch the movie asap
PLus she sponsored me n adik to watch it!!
And i tell you i ssooooo
gonna watch it again n again..!

Thankz MOM!! :) :) :)

I GIVE IT 9/10!!

SOOOO much watch !!

2008-12-16T09:16:00.006+08:00

Jeng Jeng Jeng!!!!

Its someOne birthday today!!!!

Nur Farahhin!!

Another Year

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done, I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.
By Joanna Fuchs

MUACKZ DEAR!!
Sorry Wont able to celebrate ya birthday this year..
u are always remebered and Love syg!!!

Hugs & kisses!!!!

2008-12-13T00:11:00.005+08:00

Happy 37th mth-niversary..

I miss you terribly

2008-12-09T21:33:00.002+08:00

:)

Missing my love ones badly..

2008-12-06T21:08:00.004+08:00

Lyrics: OUT FROM UNDER

Breathe you out
Breathe you in
You keep coming back to tell me
youre the one who could have been
and my eyes see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past
Hold on to myself and dont look back

I dont wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When Im out from under
I dont wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
Ill get it all figured out
When Im out from under
From Under From Under From Under

So let me go
Just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and Ill be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the line
It's like a lie Ive told a thousand times

I dont wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When Im out from under
I dont wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
Ill get it all figured out
When Im out from under
From Under From Under From Under

And part of me still believes
When you ay youre gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever

I dont wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When Im out from under
I dont wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
Ill get it all figured out
When Im out from under
From Under From Under From Under

I dont wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When Im out from under
I dont wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
Ill get it all figured out
When Im out from under
When I'm out from under
From Under From Under From Under

2008-12-06T00:39:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Fara

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
- Yes.. & Im Sure each human being have at least one that they are keeping..

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- How young? I am in Love with a boy sooo younger than me.. Daniel dear..lol..
- Well when you are in Love things like this you will never know..

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- True Love.. I would think that i will wait for as long as it takes because i know it will be all worth it :)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Billion? Allhamdullilah...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- I only have two Best Friends...True Friends.. I love them but in a sister-family Love..

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Do i have to choose one? Loving Someone..

7. How do you define love?
- Love is about being with someone whom you love and love u back unconditionally..Be with each other in sickness and in health, rich or poor and till on have pass on.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- No harm in liking him from afar ryte? LOL

9. Is there anything that makes you extremely happy?
- Today? Being to see Nazdear and my gfz on the same day! :D

10. What makes you sad?
- Well today when i tune in to the radio and hear Hari Raya Song makes me sad that my Love ones are far from me again.. sOo i quickly switch off radio adn keep myslef strong :)

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- 29 wow!! Insyallah Me and my Love ones are healthy, Happy, Hopefully Married and have kidz? ;)

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- My big Family, Nazdear and Off course My gfz!

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
- Things that make me Happy.. haha Lost Question!!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Rich + Married? :) I would rather have Love over Money anyday!

15. What is your favourite colour?
- Pink..Black.

16. If you fall in love with two person simultineously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
- Hmm.. always always ask for guidance and thrust that lil voice in you..

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- It Parts and parcel of life.. Life is too short to have regrets or vengence in you.. Just look forward and live ya best!

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- Like? Clueless.. haha

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
- OooOh OOoOh... Cant man! both are my Life..

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
- Always have and Always will.. But True Love need more than what it seems in Movies.. It NEEDS lotsa patience and understanding & much much more.. :)

5 people??!!
-Miza
-Zyla
-Ana
-Nazdear
- Any ONe ..! :)
[NO PRESSURE YA DOING..:)]

2008-12-04T20:44:00.003+08:00

My new Lovelies editz!!

Make a guess.. how i ever can come up with all this lovely..A cheating edits.. haha
Love Loves..

My DEarest Future Hubby? Hehe.. Wait loooooong time..?
i love YOU dear NAzrul..

- Daniel.. i need a new picture of u syg!! PLz.. Sent to KAKAK..
So that i can edit awh so nicely..
-im So Gonna put down a countdown timer here in my blog can?
countdowning to how many days to

Here's to my favourite galz.. who have always been there for me..!
Muakz.. SoOn So0n?

2008-11-25T23:55:00.003+08:00

This is a promise that i will keep for the rest of my Life..
The ones that i put as one of my first prioties
The ones that i can never let go
ITS YOU! Fara & Nadz
("x) mauckz!!
We make many friends but only some of them are able to pass the test of friendship. For these few you feel the greatest feeling of love in your heart, as these are those friends who stood by you through thick and thin.

ITz FOR MY GIRLZ!! BABEZ I LOVE YA LOTZ!!!!!

2008-11-24T22:42:00.002+08:00

"Ku akan menjagamu
Di bangun dan tidurmu
Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
Ku akan menjagamu
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Dik, jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku
Dik, ingin aku cinta dan cinta slalu
Saat kau tengah terluka
Kala kau tengah gundah"

Yeah finally go the song.. haha thnx to my fara..!

Would for some one to sings this to mua.. Love songs nowadays talk about promise of love n blah blah blah.. its nice and all.. but ..but..! rarely abt the once they love.. the caring part.. in sickness n in health..24 hrs... awh touchin!!

DANIEL LIM CHENG HAN! why are ya being a noty noty boy.. n give mama a hard time? MIss kakak n abang ehk? oR u tryin to say soemthing? liek a protest? to come home early to be with me? hmm tell kakak k.. i can help ya...!! mis mis mis ya love

p/s i wanna pic of Daniel n ma present can? daniel will be our santa this year!! heehe ya all in canada!!! muackz

BIG HUGS N KISSES!!!!

2008-11-19T23:13:00.003+08:00

It took time for me to finally talk to one of my gfz.. i Just dont noe why but i just needed the time alone for myslef. Pretending that is all just fine.. but when actually it is.. hhhaha..

"i dont wanna lead you on.."

Almost every one have an alter ego... but i have other 2..!!

HAHA i know.. its weird.. & funny tooo..

I HAVE the normal me.. Nadiah..
The Naughty n mischevious one DiahNa
&
The crazy, fIerce side Haidan!!

This is the Sweet NADIAH
hhaha..
im sure u dont wanna noe how HaidaN looks like..! its nasty!! hehe

i got special msg for my Daniel!! Get well soo syg!! & dont be naugthy..
im dieing to see u n kiss ya!!

p/s : to Nazdear

2008-11-17T19:29:00.002+08:00

I dont noe why but i feel that there is a sudden rush in me to be around u always.. As in everytime 24/7!! Well it is rarely of me to get all this feelin but yeah i do.. TOday spending time with you.. i felt as i never wanted to let u go..

I mean we are beyong that phase of our relationship.. haix... Abg dear!! i misss ya..missssing ya.. soo Much!!!!!!!!! :(